Let's see...since last I blogged, I was determined to an avid runner, an exceptional new nurse, a wonderful wife, and to have a scheduled work/social life (ha).
Lets take this step by step.
Goal 1) Become an avid runner- FAIL! I think since the last time I blogged I may have ran 2-3 times. PATHETIC, i know. However, I am making progress towards this goal because just today Chad and I joined a local gym. We did a week long trial period and are now quite determined to get in shape and also into some smaller clothes!
Goal 2) Become an exceptional new nurse---Questionable outcome. I have now been an official nurse taking care of real patients (opposed to those of plastic persuasion) for a little over 5 weeks now, and while I would like to say I have gotten a handle on the role of a REAL nurse, I would be utterly lying to say so. I know I have grown immensely since leaving the nest of nursing school, however I still have a ways to go. Each day really reminds me how thankful I am for gracious co-workers who try to ease my stupidity and mistakes by saying "everything you mess up, I messed up years ago....just remember, don't make the same mistake twice. And then with a smirk grin they start to walk away when I hear a nearly inaudible "that's when we will really make fun of you" ha!
Goal 3) Be a wonderful wife---Questionable outcome. Because of all the chaos and unscheduled-ness of this new adult life, I find myself very anxious and over emotional...more so than I'd like to be! I know you may be questioning what this has to do with my ability to be a wonderful wife...so let me tell you. When the littlest mistakes, arguments, comments, or gestures send you into a temper-tantrum that could top those of most 2 year olds...your husband just doesn't want much to do with you...aka poor wife-ness. Example a) just last night I was studying for a medication test I had this morning at the hospital and Chad was being the perfect husband that he usually is by helping me study. I had made some flash cards and Chad was quizzing me. Things were going pretty well until I got to one medication that had the MOST important side effect of all the medications and I couldn't remember it. Normally I would simply admit defeat and ask for the answer, however last night I threw my pillow off my lap, threw my arms into the air, slumped over and put my face into the bed, and pathetically started whimpering "i am never going to pass this exam! i can't even remember the most important things, i'm going fail this test, lose my job...."(you can figure out the rest) and to this Chad just stared, sat down the note cards, and allowed his eyes to say what I'm sure his head what thinking "this woman is crazy" ha.
Anyways, what's to say but that I am a work in progress...at least I(and Chad) hope so!
Goal 4) have a scheduled work and social life---EPIC FAIL! Let me just start by saying that whoever implanted the thought in my head that life would calm down after college has successfully pulled the biggest mind-prank of my LIFE! (congrats) I don't know who or what put this deceitful thought into my head, but I will admit that I genuinely believed it and was incredibly looking forward to it! This little stinker of a thought had me falsely hopeful in believing that after college, the unpredictable-ness, spontaneity, overcommitment, and chaos of life would all come to an end. HA! This thought has been nothing shy of a complete oxymoron for what my life has been like post-graduation, as I am still finding myself scattering to plan my days, still spontaneously agreeing to things, still overcommitting myself, and still living in seemingly utter chaos. I have thus began to call this new life I live the "unforetold REAL adult life" and while I still continue to deceive myself that things will slow down eventually, I know that they probably won't...but I will continue to hope for the impossible and in the mean while will work to love my "unforetold real adult life."
So those are some of the major life updates in addition to weekly skype dates with some great college friends, weekly trips exploring all Lexington has to offer, movie dates with the hubby, and when I can squeeze it in a little rest & relaxation.
And now to wrap it up with a small reflection...
there is a popular country song out right now that has really inspired me lately. The song is called "Love like crazy" by Lee Brice....if you haven't heard it, you NEED to.
It is absolutely fantastic and filled with a lot of simple truths. Anyhow, here is the chorus...
Be a best friend, tell the truth, and overuse I love you.
Go to work, do your best, and don't outsmart your common sense.
Never let your prayin' knees get lazy,
And love like crazy.

Great, isn't it? So simple, yet so true! Praise the Lord for sweet reminders of simple truths for living in His Kingdom.